Something I Just Cant Admit Tuh Hur ..

Ferstly , im deeply in love whit Ryan Mckenzie ...
Losing hur ish e laz thing ii ever wan tuh happen tuh mye ..
Eventhough she had a bad past , people keep brain washing mye abt hur ..
I juz dun care ..
Im in love ..
Who r deyh tuh stop mye frm being whit hur ..
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When im whit hur , she told mye abt sumone hu love hur more dhen hurself ..
Hw she cried fer Ryan , hw she gv hur advise n stuff ..
Hell yesh! ii was jealous ..
Coz ii guess naw , she's still in Love whit Ryan ..
I cant stop Ryan frm ctcing hur ..
She was derh even b4 ii came into Ryan's lyfe ..
I dun wan tuh b selfish ..
haish ...
Im giving muh chance tuh get tuh noe dys Angel ...
I called hur dat coz frm e way Ryan told mye abt hur , she jux sound lyk an angel ...
I met hur once , bt we din even tok ..
Yesh , smiled tuh each other ..
dats ol ..
Frankly speakin , ii dun even noe why ii wanna myt hur dat day ..
Sum how naw , im feelin insecure ...
Scared of losing Ryan tuh hur ...
Haish ..
Dys ish So nawt mYe !!
I dunno why ii feel dys way naw ..
Gawd, gv mye e strength tuh tke dys ...
e ryte way ...
Lola Lola ...
just Go whit e flow ..
=)